Friday, 25 March 2011

放大

我要把我的感覺撕裂。

那些情緒性的字眼。

Wednesday, 16 March 2011

Raymond ! You are going to Die. 《 Fight Club, 1999, David Fincher 》

T- Tyler Durden
N- Edward Norton (The Narrator)
R--Raymond K Hessel (the staff of convenience store)



T: Stop for a second.

N: What are you doing?

T: Turn around.( get a gun from Edward Norton's bag)

N: What are we doing?

T: Homework assignment.

N: What kind home work assignment?


T: Human Sacrifice.


N: Hey, is that a gun? Please,please tell me is not a gun.

T: It's a Gun.

N: what are you doing.

T: Meet me in the back.

N: No, Wait, Hey, Don't Fuck around.

T: Meet me in the back.

N: (On a long enough time line, the survial rate for everyone drops to zero.)





*Taylor Dunton drags Raymond K Hessel (who is the staff of convenience store) to the back of convenicnce store.



N: what are you doing, Come on.

T: Hands behind your back. Give me your wallet.

T: Raymond K Hessel. 1320 SE Banning, Apartment A. Small, cramped basement apartment?

R: How did you know?

T: Cause this shitting bag gives us apartment letters.

T: Raymond! you are going to Die.

R: No.

T: Is that your Mon and Dad? They gonna have call the kindly doctor pickup your dental records, Wanna know why?

T: Cause there nothing gonna left of your face.

N: Oh, Come on!

T: An expired community collage student ID. what did you study, Raymond?

R: S...S...Stuff.

T: Stuff?

T:Were the midterms hard? I ask you what are you studied!

R: Biology, Mostly.

T: Why?

R: I don't know.

T: What did you wanna be,Raymond K Hessel?!
The question, Raymond,was what did you want to be?


N:Answer him! Raymond, Jesus!


R:Veterinarian(獸醫),Veterinarian.

T: Animals!


R: Yeah. Animals and stuff.


T: Stuff. Yeah,I got that.

T:So you need more schooling.


R: Too much schooling.


T: Would you rather be dead?

R:No, please...



T:You'd rather be die here,on your knees,in the back of a convenience store?

R: Please, no...no.



T:I'll keeping your car license.
Gonna check in on you, I know where you live.

If you are not working to be veterinarian in six weeks, you will be dead.


T: Now run on home.
T: Run, Forrest, run.(跑吧,阿甘,快跑)



N : I felt ill.


T: Imagine how he feels.


N: Come on, this isn't funny.
It isn't funny. what the fuck was the point of that?


T: Tommorow will be the most beautiful day of Raymond K Hessel's Life. His breakfast will taste better than any meal you and i have ever tasted.

You met me at a very strange time in my life



Fight Club裏最好的一幕。

Tuesday, 15 March 2011

Melatonin

如果你失眠的話。




She ran into the wall
So sweet and unknown
A worn comatose

After six milograms
We're talking again
Who would know
Sweet and so low
Who would know

My brain doesn't produce any
I'm soaring without anything

She said i'm taking my time
And now we'll move on with everyone
I'll see my friend soon again

My brain doesn't produce any
I'm soaring without anything

We said aloud
That we can't pull out

Monday, 14 March 2011

筆記

(一)

A: 你可以對我說妳是個好女孩嗎?

B沉默,看了兩人桌上的水杯。

B抬頭。 說: 妳不需要再好了。


(二)


C:你會不會後悔認識我?

活得好好的,想那麼多幹啥呢? 《獨立時代,1993》

《獨立時代》最長最重要的台詞,楊德昌,1993





姐夫:他說的沒有錯…


計程車司機:哎,老弟啊,咱倆誰賠誰呀…


姐夫:其實人都是和他一樣…對每件事都是抱著一種想法…


司機:到底是你賠俺還是俺賠你?


姐夫:你說“命帶桃花”是什麼意思?


司機:好色嘛,怎麼啦?


姐夫:要是有人說你“貪生怕死”你高不高興?


司機:當然不高興,那是罵人的。



姐夫:你不怕死嗎?



司機:活得好好的,想那麼多幹啥呢?




姐夫:這就對了嘛,哪個人不貪生怕死,不熱愛生命?!為什麼不把“好色”解釋成對一切真善美的欣賞和感激呢?其實這個社會,我們都跟他一樣,對真善美根本沒有辦法辨識,那我們還怪他幹嘛?這麼說起來,我們看到的這一切,一定還有更多新的面貌等著我們去發現,當我們每天對真理有新的發現的時候,活著才有意思啊?!從這一小小的車禍,到每一棵花草樹木,每一個活生生的人,到處都暗示了我們可以更幸福的活下去的新希望啊。所以去戰胜虛偽其實不是要真的去死,而是要真正誠實的活下去。我實在太笨了!如果說到處都是真理,那些自以為信實的人,還有什麼理由繼續裝模作樣?如果我們不去規定真的(理)只有一個,怎麼會跑來這麼多假的呢?就是因為這麼真假難分,才有這麼多人對人的猜忌、人對人的誤會,才有彼此這麼多不合理的期望,說不定他(指司機)才是真正的孔子再世啊?




司機:神經病啊!




姐夫:只是我們沒有給他任何機會,讓他表現他的任何才華,反而假借孔老夫子那套標准答案,把它規定成這副封閉的樣子!讓它變得這麼盲從,這麼空虛。空虛到拿魏謙鹹的那些書當成麻醉品來服用。難怪他會猜疑你的天真和善良是一種偽裝,他就是再會有領悟真理的才華也一定會退化的嘛!還來得及,這幾本書我一定要重新寫過,我寫作的浪漫時代,早就死了,我的悲劇時代也到此為止!從現在開始,就是我的…

Thursday, 10 March 2011

或許心情很莫文蔚。



寂寞彷彿夜車偷偷出發 尋找你的溫柔我的依靠
眉頭心頭 世界盡頭 想你的旅程反覆不休
不到終點 不能回頭

午夜前的十分鐘 天顯得十分空 一個人的房屋 算不算很孤獨
思念原來像天空 覆蓋我的舉動 記住你的行蹤 忘記我的初衷

放縱記憶像鐵路越拉越長 沿著你的氣味 虛構我的方向
不能自已 不停止 你的溫柔敲碎我的堅強偽裝

寂寞彷彿夜車就要出發 愛是孤單車廂唯一乘客
越過風雨 越過霓虹 不要言語 不要形容
只要我的終站你的臂彎

午夜前的十分鐘 天顯得十分空 一個人的房屋 算不算很孤獨

Tuesday, 1 March 2011

喪失的天賦




如果不在畫畫的感覺一定很糟糕。
但是偏偏卻無法,畫畫。