Hi, how are you?
I think the best thing from now is that I don't give up and I still insist to follow the way that I always want to do, though I am not pretty sure whether I can do it or not.
No matter what it is, the most important thing is believe in yourself.
As A-yu said, it is really crucial to find something that you truly love it. Sometimes, I might think it is too easy for me drawing something which appears in my head. However, what if it is the thing that you can do best and also you really enjoy it?
Ah, the process of preparation seems to be very demanding, but maybe the result comes sweet in the end.
Okay, so just keep working on it.
