Conclusion of this year: Impulsive and irrational year.
All of my decisions were made by desires, without thinking deeply. I think most of decisions I made this year probably was made by emotional feelings. But, in the other hand, I also think my decisions were made by my intuition.
This kind of behavior I've done will make me to be pessimistic. I start to concern that after these sweet pleasures, all I left probably will be a heap of unreal, visionary illusions, and in the end, it's hard to reach the dream you want to fulfill.
I just can't help to think this way, especially when things get involved with money.
However, the most big issue isn't money problem, I think it is you didn't insist what you want, so you are easily to get in to temptation by everything.
Turning back to look, the problem is not what you've made, is more like what you regretted after you done it. I knew that I have this big defect,so I would like to give myself an advice " Don't look back, just go forward it.".
You will get what you want after you stop to regret what you have done.
There is nothing wrong to be impulsive, sometimes, maybe it makes thing getting better than ever. Who knows?
