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一、生氣點：看到台灣超多無腦人我真的好生氣！！情緒馬上被帶起來。

二、為什麼？ 因為認為民進黨把意見不同的人當中共同路人，對戰爭的看法有強烈的錯誤分析。
然後覺得台灣（尤其是1950-1980)年出生的軍公教特別不了解世界局勢，中美台情況，然後又佔有選票。現在是台灣抓住機會最好時機，然後被洗腦大半輩子的人認為年輕人被當局政府洗腦。 典型早期老師心態，以為自己很包容、民主，實際上完全容忍不下相反的意見。

三、解決方法

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Social media are omnipresent(everywhere/ ubiquitous) in most people's lives nowadays. However, they are considered rather controversial since they clearly have both advantages and disadvantages. In your opinion, do the benefits outweigh the drawbacks? Give reasons and examples to support your point of view.

Definition:

1. Social media: refers to online platforms and applications that enable users to create, share, and interact with content and connect with others in a virtual community. These platforms are typically used for communication, collaboration, networking, entertainment, and information sharing.

There is on going debates about the pros and cons of using social media. This essay will analyse both point of views and present my personal opinions.

First of all, it is more efficient to acquire information that we need compares to the past. For an example, if someone is looking for a cooking receipt, they can easily access to the social media, such as Youtube to get the information that they need within few seconds by clicking the mouse. In addition, we can look for diverse jobs from the social media, such as Linkedin. Applicants can see many companies' profiles and refer to their employees' comments to gain a glance of the company that they apply for. Besides, social media plays an important role during the pandemic period. In 2020, people were prohibited from going out and interacting with others when corona virus hit. We used social media to connect our family, friends and stayed positive in difficult time. Some people kept hopes because of the encouragement from the online strangers. 

In contrast, social media does not always show positive side, there are some drawbacks as well. The risk of leaking personal data. Take the incident of Facebook,  there were nearly 500 millions users data were leaked out, which exposed the users on unsafe environment, worrying about their accounts might be misused for illegal activities, such as fraud. Another point to consider is the increase in cyber bullying. While social media provides a platform where people can share their thoughts and hobbies, some netizens do not always have same opinions, some might leave negative, emotional and vicious comments, just for attacking the group who shares different perspectives. According to the study that many teenagers suffers from cyber bullying, and the percentage of getting depression among teenagers also is increasing. 

Despite its downsides, I still agree that social media brings advantages. I use it to learn new languages and get to know more about different cultures. It's great platform to learn something new and gain new knowledges with little cost. Overall, as long as we set the boundaries, and educate our teenagers the use of social medias, creating a better, friendly user online environment.

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There is an ongoing debate about the pros and cons of using social media. This essay will analyze both points of view and present my personal opinion.

First of all, it is more efficient to acquire information that we need compared to the past. For example, if someone is looking for a cooking recipe, they can easily access social media platforms, such as YouTube, to get the information they need within seconds by clicking the mouse. In addition, social media allows us to search for diverse job opportunities, such as on LinkedIn. Applicants can view many companies' profiles and refer to employees' comments to get an overview of the company they are applying to. Moreover, social media played an important role during the pandemic period. In 2020, people were prohibited from going out and interacting with others when the coronavirus hit. We used social media to connect with family and friends, and to stay positive during a difficult time. Some people found hope through encouragement from online strangers.

In contrast, social media does not always have a positive side, and there are some drawbacks as well. One risk is the potential for personal data leakage. For example, in the Facebook data breach, nearly 500 million users' data was leaked, exposing them to an unsafe environment and raising concerns about their accounts being misused for illegal activities, such as fraud. Another point to consider is the rise of cyberbullying. While social media provides a platform where people can share their thoughts and hobbies, not all users share the same opinions. Some may leave negative, emotional, and hurtful comments simply to attack those with differing perspectives. Studies show that many teenagers suffer from cyberbullying, and the percentage of teenagers experiencing depression is also increasing.

Despite its downsides, I still believe that social media brings advantages. I use it to learn new languages and discover more about different cultures. It’s a great platform for learning new things and gaining knowledge at little cost. Overall, as long as we set boundaries and educate our teenagers on the responsible use of social media, we can create a better, more friendly online environment.

顏色

2012的顏色是像海水一般的深藍色

2013則是混濁的灰土黃色

2014有點深黑藍綠色，明度很低

2015是淡藍色

2016沒有顏色，是最重要的轉變的一年。

2017喜歡的顏色是淡紫色跟優雅的藕粉色

2017

從2013年回到台灣一直到再次離開台灣，我以為我已經好了，原來，我一直都沒有好過，我只是去遺忘跟逃避，因為那比較容易。我忘記以前最喜歡的事情，獨立音樂、電影、書籍、活動、對世界的好奇心，忘記了以前想去完成的事，選擇一個相對起來可能看起來比較正確輕鬆的生活，那就是壓抑，當別人眼中完美的人，不要再去作夢，因為那很累，付出很多，但是可能結果不如人意。 26歲那年，我發現了自己不曾有過的感覺跟情緒，有了過去沒有體會過的挫折，不論認識我的人能不能接受這件事，都必須承認，這件事情，帶出來不一樣的我，可是我也因此長大了。我不是以前那個毫無性別的小P，只有小孩子煩惱的小P，我開始像個女孩子，我明白過去的一切只是假裝逞強，因為自卑，所以想要看起來很好，其實我內心一直很希望有個人可以好好地照顧我，所以，當有一個人接受了我(我認為如此不完美的我)，我把所有的感情跟專注力投射在這個人的身上，然後漸漸失去了自己，想當然，這段感情絕對不可能會有什麼好的結果。在這4年裡，因為太受傷，所以我漸漸地不在自己做決定，因為我害怕做錯，然後又失敗再失敗，所以原本申請到的英國研究所，我也沒去，因為我怕又什麼都沒有，無論是在財力方面還是在生活方面都是。關於考老師，也沒認真去準備，雖然明白自己是很適合這份工作也很開心，但我卻害怕那麼努力然後失敗，遲遲無法決定。 回台灣療傷的過程中，我什麼都仰賴著好友，聽好友的建議，漸漸地忘了自己有做決定的能力。喜歡就去，討厭就不要，我忘了有說不的權利。忘了就算做錯，那也沒關係，一切都還得及，我不會就這樣毀了我的人生。 謝謝你們，我知道你們愛我，才會捨不得我花了這麼多的時間在治療自己的心，可是，也許我需要就是這些時間，去慢慢學會斷捨離。可是，我更希望的是，你們能接受這樣的我，浪費了這麼多時間的我。 2017，我即將要30歲了，前陣子，我很惱怒自己為什麼要再做一次一個毫無意義的選擇來到這裡，很生氣，把討厭的情緒全部怪罪在那些建議我再來這裡的人。雖然前陣子在這裡的情緒真的是起起伏伏地，但是，請不要擔心我，現在，我漸漸釐清了自己的課題是什麼，我想要好好地，自己，就真的只有自己而已，做決定。 我知道我們吵架了，但是，先這樣就好。現在，我最想要做的事情，就是好好愛我自己，我想要好好對待我心中的小孩。 謝謝你們，我長大了，但，請不要討厭長大的我，時間流逝，人也會改變，我不可能永遠當大家心目中天真無邪的小P，那個小孩子氣的小P，但是那個真實的我，它一直都存在這裡。

BTS- Save Me

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　聽聽我的心跳聲吧！

　　　　　　他不是在本能地呼喚你了嗎？

所以?

可以，或不可以。

知道不可以。

但
不想知道真的不可以。



驕傲又自以為是，

難搞的渾蛋。

難道，
只有我一個人想太多了？

是歐！

但，
這是只關於我自己的事，
所以，
在不確定之前，

我一點都不想勉強。


因為我最喜歡自己了。

Hyukoh-- comes and goes

別說那種傷心的話，
大概知道會有這種事，
現在慢慢平靜了，
請不要回頭看。

請不要貶低那樣的心意，
我期待你靠近我的，
另一邊又不知道何時會離開，
但現在輕而易舉就知道。

And we play comes and goes,
cause we did this when we were child before.

And we play comes and goes,
cause big boys still play the game all the time.

Vance Joy - Riptide

Recently, I have been into this song crazily! Love the melody, love the lyric!

Oh Lady, running down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left hand man

I love you when you're singing that song and
I got a lump in my throat 'cause
You're gonna sing the words wrong.

但是我就是想去

The Fall of Troy, F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X.

Emotion always gets high, every time when I hear the song!